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Originally Posted by Trejo
Thanks man, means a lot to hear that... cause no one really understands it and when you be honest and explain it, usually won't see them again or they keep their distance.
The last 8years i was with my early 20s love of my life.. after 20years apart.. thought i was set and had support...no ,,, her family got scared for our grandkids and now I've lost them all, not even a text anymore, but heart is pretty cold and moves on quick (psychopathology) but my mind (BPD) wants to go over it again n again blaming, hating, plotting ..then understanding, pitying and apologising to not giving a flying fox about any one till its hearts turn to have a go at fooling my brain that we can do it this time, Huh! I fart in your general direction you english ka-nig-het, with my OUTRAAAGEOUS accent.
See what i mean
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Mate family can be your crux.....or a lifesaver. My wife is amazing at understanding/looking after me. So is the rest of my side of the family actually! But her side is a diff story! Yesterday I mustered the courage (physically)to leave the house and go to a family barbi.(her side of family). 20 mins in and as luck would have it my nerves issue went bang, and I spent the next 1/2 hr writhing in horrendous pain on the floor. By the time I regained my senses everyone had gone. I found out later they were all useless, she had to scream at them to get help. Zero compassion shown and they all ended up making lame excuses to leave despite only being there an hr! (I could explain the events better but trust me it was pretty pathetic for family). I've had better help on worksites and the side of the highway from strangers, when I first started getting my nerve pains. And let's not forget I've had this for many years and they're all fully aware. Just shows that not all family can be relied on when it gets tough hey. For me personally I think I'm extremely lucky I don't suffer from additional mental issues like some of you guys suffer from. My pain may be rediculous, but it goes away! Mental issues are forever in your head and effect every single thought and action you make!
I think it's Sooo important no matter what your issue, to surround yourself with only those who care......otherwise they'll drag you down. But hey, that's easier to say then do when talking about family
I'll say it again, my life moto.....GET A PUPPY
